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the days seem to be getting harder [28 Jun 2004|10:56pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | I don't listen to much music anymore ] Today was Alison's funeral, and man, I was beating myself up trying to decide whether I should go or not. In the end, I decided not to because it wasn't really my place to barge in. I heard it was very nice and verrry full. I'm happy it was full, she seemed like such a nice person from the one time that she came to my house with Kelsey and when she "took my order" from Hardee's. haha. I kept thinking of Haley today. I haven't talked to her in a while, I really don't know why, I just haven't, it feels that there's just nothing to be said. I really love her though, she's given me some many wonderful memories. huh. Hopefully we'll hang out at NHS, hopefully. I am totally being stalked/molested by a black ncs kid. Its actually very scary. Here is a little what our conversations are like- Him: Are you black? Me: nope Him: Do you want some black in you? AHHHH. scary. He kind of asked me out too, and kept telling me weird stuff. Strange thing is, I have NO memory of EVER meeting him...EVER. I hope Alli's doing okay. She seems distraught...if anyone that feels bad about this whole thing (I know its reeeeeally tough) can ask me for anything, I'd be more than happy to talk/do something for you/listen/etc. Nothing's really been happening in my personal life. I've been winning some games of Hearts. Man I didn't know I was that good at it. heh. I've also been playing online Bingo...I know, I'm in a hurry to be an old woman. I hope when I get old I'll keep still be friends with some of my current friends. It'd be fun. :) Well I'm just sitting here looking all thugged out wit mah hood up and my blang blang (lucky charms watch) heh. I don't have anything else to say...thanks for reading. You've been a trooper. =D <3 post comment

wow [26 Jun 2004|01:22pm] [ mood | gloomy ] [ music | big fish ] I recently heard the news of alison and lizzie, but i just looked at alli's websites for them, and now my arms are so heavy i can hardly type. i didn't really know alison or lizzie but i have heard so many wonderful things about both of them. its such a shock that two young beautiful girls can go through something so terrible and shocking. it blows my mind. lifes short. i feel so bad for everyone who was close friends with alison...just hang in there guys! as for lizzie, i know she is a strong girl and she'll make it through this! man, i just don't know what to say. alli-you are such a good friend making all these websites and stuff! they are too lucky to have a friend like you. i love you. hang in there 1 comment|post comment

[24 Jun 2004|08:45pm] im so sexxxyyy post comment

i don't know [23 Jun 2004|07:10pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | the fan in the kitchen ] well, nothing intresting happened today. yesterday i got my new lucky charms watch though. verrry cool. i saw harry potter 3 too. man if harry potter got some new glasses that weren't round and stopped with all the dramatic faces...he'd look pretty good. same with malfoy. yeah. intresting...i know. if anyone is intrested in seeing shrek 2 with me, please let me know. i have no life, i know. last night i felt terrible. actually i felt reeeally happy, and then i felt bad. it sucked. i'm not going to tell you why, but uh...yeah. i don't know why i'm telling you. anyways, if anyone knows how to make this thing wider so you can see everything i say...please let me know. its really bothering me! uh. post comment

yesterday... [22 Jun 2004|05:15pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | me humming dashboard confessional ] lets start with yesterday... SUPPOSED to go to a movie with helen and dabney, but noooo helen goes to the pool. i never talked to dabney so i just went to the pool too. saw helen, gena, and steph for the first time since schools got out. i think steph was mad, she didn't hang out with us much, she spent more time with ben (hey, stephanie, if you read this, i'm sorry if you're mad at me! i wished we'd spent more time together yesterday!). then i went home, ate a sandwich and went to g-dawgs with helen and erin. it was SO fun! we fought, played neopets =( watched tv, did "makemovers" except not really, talked on the internet, then went to bed. then today, we woke up, got on the internet again, made breakfast, watched tv, blindfolded erin and made her get me a juicebox, then we sent her outside, made her find her way back and climb up in a closet, all while being blindfolded of course! then we allll did it! it was funny. =) then watched some more tv and then my dad came now i'm about to go see harry potter 3 with my parents since none of my friends will. post comment

yeah yeah yeah... [20 Jun 2004|11:20pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | a vh1 commercial ] yeah so what if this is my 3rd post thing in ONE day. i can't help it. i just had to say that i just had the greatest conversation with alli maloney aka nancy drew ever. she's great. i love her. too bad she's having james' babies.</3 .::CAROLINE::. 7 comments|post comment

I LOVE THIS GIRL! [20 Jun 2004|11:11pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | techno...hmm ] quick major humongus shout out to bethany joy fannin. without her, my livejournal would be a piece of shit. I LOVE YOU! 1 comment|post comment

la di da [20 Jun 2004|08:57pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | back ground commerical music ]   ( Read more... ) 5 comments|post comment

another long day [19 Jun 2004|11:47pm] well. this is new, i'm still figuring things out, so please have patience. hey alli, if you come here, i adore your journal. i hate you! muh. annnyways, i got home from france what 3:00 yesterday morning. wow crazy! france was definetly fun, but i am SO glad to be home! hey helen if you read this, i'm very grateful that you did the letter thing that you did, verrry nice! okay i'll confess to you guys though, my family is like spoiling my brother hard core and its reeeally starting to get to me. julian gets ANYTHING he asks for and does anything he wants. and me? i'm stuck at home writing these stupid entries. yesterday was fun at the pool. me, brittany, erin, hart, alex, ben, corey ALLEN?!, and david...the red head. brittany's gullible and she proudly displayed that. nothing new ;) nah. she's great and i love her to death. we got taunted by a bunch of upcoming seniors and the GOT CLOSER TO US! hahahahaha. you had to be there. i just realized today that i wasn't going to the beach this summer and now i'm heartbroken, any volunteers to take me?! heh. god i'm so glad to be home from france! i missed my friends SO bad! well, i don't really no what else to say, so i'll just leave you with this: its only you, beautiful, or i don't want anyone. if i can choose, its only you. 8 comments|post comment

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